http://obliviousobscurity.com Fri, 21 Nov 2008 04:28:50 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en If I weren't so self conscious, I'd make a video of myself every day. I'd stare straight into the camera so you could pretend that I'm looking at you. And I would tell you. Everything. And I don't think it would change anything. Does it make you sad to know that you could see me every ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/11/20/i-know-you-can/ I've been suffering these symptoms for some time now, doctor. Can you help me? I'll see what I can do. In the meantime, I have to ask that you stop ripping apart your sutures. The scar tissue was so mangled that we had to pull all of our resources just to make ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/11/16/its-not-so-hard-to-believe/ I don't know what I want to put here but the word Dystopia comes to mind. I always want to write these great and philosophical posts that leave people mentally incapacitated after reading but it just doesn't happen anymore. I started using this shit to get out what was killing me, ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/11/15/happiness-is-a-warm-gun/ I thought it would be more liberating than it was. And now as I am here, wondering what it means to be me, I can't help but feel this emptiness. Not because of my lack of self, But because of the lack of you. I don't know who you are or if we've already ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/11/07/exsisto-etiam-quod-teneo-ut-ego-sum/ I took this picture with my cell phone the night that I was stranded in Dulles. I was so close to home and yet so far away. You were the only person I wanted to talk to. I still wasn't happy about it, but you were the only person that ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/10/27/you/ I am Anna. Hear me roar. I want people to take me seriously. I want to have the confidence to say what I mean and I want people around me to know that I get what I want. I wish I was this unstoppable force. I want to be able to do ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/10/27/feel-me/ I keep dreaming about whales. I'm sorry. I wanted to post pictures here of various things but every time I sit to do it,I get distracted. So this time I figured that I would cut out the images and skip straight to the heart of it. I keep dreaming about whales. Orcas. They ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/10/27/please-dont-stop/ Sometimes it bothers me that I take so many pictures and pride myself on them in secret. I just want to put it out there that some piece of me does want to share them. I would love to show the universe pictures of me trying to model pose with ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/10/15/i-think-i-have-a-million-pictures/ Does it ever freak you out to know that people read your journal and don't leave comments? Not necessarily people in general but people. People you know or that you used to know. People you don't want to see your life. It isn't really prying eyes because, I mean, hey. We ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/09/22/its-not-tv-its-hbo/ I don't know what I want this to be about but I have to do something. I have to get it out. Something in my core is telling me that if something doesn't change soon, I am going to find myself lost. I am going to go back to being that ... http://obliviousobscurity.com/2008/09/15/they-dont-love-you-like-i-love-you/